alright i finally am going back out...had to have 2 weeks off because of money issues and moving house and all the bullshit to get setup here in st ives...but im ripping now!
anyway...went out to the cross...went to world bar...was hitting everyone up with basically i think your cute I had to talk to you...seems to go really well to start a convo still...im fully realising again how much state is everything...and not giving a fuk what anyone thinks...fuk its intense...talked to kinda cute indie girl but cldnt get a convo going...she was bored with me...then we tried to dance but it was too crowded so it fizzled away..i just wasnt warmed up...i need to go in and lead...had a few little sets that didnt go anywhere at the bar...talked to amazing kickboxing girl...did a a bit of vibing and used tims plotline stuff...works soooo well...she was siked to hang till her friend came up and ruined it...then she kinda back off a bit so i just went to the bar to get another drink and started flirting with two new girls...blonde and dark hair...did old routines cause i cldnt think of anything...did best friends test and 5 questions game...havent done that shit in ages...i guess i still use it as backup...i shldnt but...i shld just go up and embrace the tension energy then own that shit with fukn coolness. blonde was totally syched but after they lost the 5 questions game they were pissed off and wouldnt buy me a drink...i shld just do it for fun , not for a drink...if they cant afford it they refuse and its a weird situation. who cares but...no situation is weird..its all just nothing...all just energy floating round a room...fuk i just need to walk up and take what i want and fukn own that shit...i dunno know why they suddenly hated on me...it was cause of dark haired girl...if id had a wing or something we woulda been on...i need to just grab some random dude and introduce the friend to him...then just isolate with my chick...its not that hard really...just fukn do it...it all works out...you can isolate by just turning your back on the other one...fuk i need to get onto this shit...its not that hard...i need to get out there more.
so anyway i go back to kickboxing hot girl...loved this girl...kinda indie rock chick...styklish art chick...not super hot but cute and cool...she is like oh my boyfriend is back...and now i have to go...fuk so she's bailing but comes straight into my arms for a hug and a kiss on the cheek...i think i look to young when i shave...as weird as that sounds for me. she had a b/f which was a shame otherwise i reckon i clda got her to stay or a number or something...the friends were a bit annoying but...guy mates...guess they were just protecting her but...plus she did have a b/f...good reaction from her though...if we clda talked more it woulda slowly been on...i dont have any comfort game cause i can barely fukn get there..
alright i think i then hit on hawaaiin chick who was standing with her dude...but she loved me anyway...then the dude kinda barred me a bit...ior she had to order and shit..i woulda escalated but the dude was off it...i need to be more of a cunt i guess.
I really just need to NOT GIVE A FUK WHAT ANYONE THINKS and TAKE WHAT I WANT!!
fukn own out thetre and have fun with everyone i see.
alright so i go up and talk to the three chicks who kinda bar me except for back one who is cutest anyway...she invites me to sit with them because i have no friends...ahaha
we go hang and start talking...she is into me...cant remeber what we talked about... ui was starting to get drunk...so we find out the friends live near me...so i get one of there numbers...then i go and tune the good one who wants me again...she is keen and gives me her number after i push for it...she knows i got the number of the other one and is a bit jealous and pissed...i cant really even remeber if any of them were hot...fuk i need to not drink sooo much i think...
then yeh i just kept drinking and spent all my money like a fukn ididot and went home empty handed...i think i was trying to kiss anything that moved at the end or soemthing...i fukn cant rememebr but...fuk...who knows how it went down at the end...i may have been getting a girl...uim not sure...i remeber them saying shit about how i got more than one number all the time....maybe only once or twice...anyway all in all i got two numbers...both friends though...i reckon bondi chick would be solid but i dont know if shes cute or not so not sure i shld go there...i probly shld though cause i need to start gettinmg girls...fukkkkkkkkkk...alright pvt party tonight....oowwww!!

went out in manly solo cause nate dog barred it again...standard. had a few beers at home..6 actually...was pretty drunk...went to shark bar upstairs first...was fukn pumping...chicks everywhere..asked some girls if this was the place to be...one hot, one ginger megzz...ginge was syched and started asking me questions after i did a roll off...the roll off came naturally from me just trying to be alpha...frame will always make u do the right things naturally i guess...but then i just had nothing good to talk about and was seeking rapport off the hot one...hot one got off it and wanted to bail...ginge wld of hung but i let em cruise cause she was a bushie. I stood around like a chode trying to not look like a chode for about 4 mins then started talkin to some brazoo and he had mates and they took me to shore bar...was gettin eye off chicks at shark bar and shld of approached...especially dream girl...next time...made up for it at shark by approching anything on 2 legs basically...i get great responses of brazzillians and bushies but babes just brush me off the opener...im too boring for them...i need to be more fun...but calibrated stylishly...i go into over the topness and not giving a fukness cause i dont give a fuk but then they brush me and i still loose out.
once a girl is attracted i just have to not fuk it up...or at least be cooler with them...i hate boring convos soooo much...worse for me then it is for them...
finally ended up with brazzoos ex chick a brazzooo too because i said she was hot and he set me up...bit of a lad really...she was not that epic but...pretty cute but just standard brazo drama.
went and chatted with her in the corso...her idea...chicks like to sit and get rapport...i need to isolate chicks and get to know them...i never move sets...always forget...i need to get onto it..
we started to walk home...few kisses and cuddles and shit...somehow conviced her to let me drive her car back to my house...she was questioning everything but i just lead and she wld just go with my frame...we got back to mine and she started freaking out like i knew she would being a brazo....they hate one night stands...soo many brazzilian guys are fukwits that they hate player attitude...they are obviously attracted to it but if u dont calibrate massively after every cocky moment u throw out they willl barr u instantly...thing is if u just be standardly nice and slightly above average they are putty in your hands...easiest girls on the planet with out a doubt.
so we get back to mine i pick her up and take her into my room and chck her on the bed...i didnt have any stuff their cause i was moving out soo we cldnt do anything...all she could say was i wanna go home, how am i getting home, we are not have sex....i was just hitting her with...plzz do u think i would sleep with a girl i just met...u have noc chance...which she liked but was stilll tooo hesitant to stay the night...i told her im not drinving her anywhere...soo she ran out of the house and stormed off intot he night...i let her go...tooo tired to care. I probably could have worked my ass off to get her to stay but the root woulda been tough to get....not worth it in my opinion... i had to be up early to move out...pretty good night all up....im doing alot of approaches...just need to enjoy myself more so they can enjoy me more...tonight will be fun...yewww

alright i went to gooses party and had a few drinks.
opened random girl from balmain who had a very content energy who i tried to match but i seemed to be lost for something to talk about and i could see her interest dissapear...or so ithought.I cant really plow at partys of my friends cause its too awkward if she doesnt like you.
everyone shoudl like me though really!!
too smaller a party for that.

ok went to ivy bar with the big show...fukn bullshit place!!! should have taken a camera!! i need to go back there...such a fukn perfect setting for my game cause u can hear each other speak and the girls are hot and noone there is fun!!! everyones too scared to be out of the norm...fukn amazing!!!. I opened basically every girl i saw with your veryu cute i have to say hello. started thumb wrestling one girl while her friends went and danced...they kept waiting for her but she was loving our thumb wrestkle too much soo they eventually had to come over and meet me...then they dragged her away basically...suddenly i had sets going everywhere and was absaloutley on fire...i was locked in at the bar with a two set drooling off my every word and was pulling out ltitttle sister calls and bodyguard calls and getting hugs all iover the place...dunno how it diminished??? geno was kooking it all the time...mainly because of his chick...brazzilians love me by the way...i need to hit mroe of them up. anyway i had girls eyeing me off everywhere iw ent like i wa the fukn man and i cld feel the nimbus coming on...then im not sure how it dissapated??? geno got kicked out and it kidna through me off being solo for a min i think...i cant seem to push my sets past the attraction kinda stage...after 1-2 mins they just barr me and walk off. i think i need to take more control and move them to a sitdown or another area where we can chat or something...i got told i wa cheeky which i loved...so did she! or i seem to keep everyone in convos and soo they kinda fade off but i can see them looking at me still and i dont go and reinitiate??? why the fuk not...i wait there thinking they are gonna do...iv got be a dominant man that takes what he wants!!! its hard to find that middle ground between taking what u want and coming off as trying to get their attention cause u want them type of thing...i went up to the other seco and it was fukn big and pumping...talked to lots of girls, same story where i get attratcion but cant keep it going...im fun for a bit but then they dont see me as any more than that...little bit of dancing monkey syndrome??? i hit up the 9 with i thought u were really cute...i hesitated before i went though and i think even though she didnt see it was in her ras so some type of instict would have picked up on it...still i cld tell she was impressed but didnt want to know about me...i think it was just standard 9 reaction of barring everyone cause they are obviously chode...i havent hit up 9's very much on cold approach. i had nothing good to say..i tried to coax her into asking me where i was from so i cld say "yeh im single" etc... wld have made progress if i could have but she's too socially connected to give a fuk about where im from.so i asked her where she was from and sounded like a chode.she just blew me off and gave her bodyguard chode the little nod as thoyugh he was nearly in there...tough days for him.big fukn dude but...he was intimidating but didnt say a fukn word the whole time i talked to her...i saw her glance at me afterwards when i walked off so i guess i made an impression..if my energy had been better and just started teasing and having fun it may have gone better..it felt like i just need that little hook so i cld get the chance to start teasing etc how do u get that hook with really hot girls??? you have barely a second to make that impression...prolly a spin off the handshake is the best...not sure?? i need soemthing better though to hook girls in. fuk i love pickup!!!! iw anna get back out there topnmight fuikkk!!! ended up with me lurking around drunk talking to average chicks then moving onto better sets and geting blown out by dudes and shit...random chicks come up out of nowhere at the end and dances with me for a min then i get her number with" im having a party next weekend , u shld come" she gives it to me then i get a little kiss...i go for another kiss but she barrs me? friend may have been watching..friend was hotter but cldnt quite get there. can have so much fun in that club!!anyway then i try to fold to get the key to my house off lenny cause i lock myself out and i walk around all fukn night fukn annoyed...shld of stayed in the club...i was pretty burnt out by then but anyway...my energy wasnt calibrating anymore...felt like i was just getting blown out all the time...dunno where that little chick out of nowhere came from...soo drunk by then too...tooo drunk, i was staggering a bit and shit...need to go out straight.was tired aswell. till next time...