alright i went to gooses party and had a few drinks.
opened random girl from balmain who had a very content energy who i tried to match but i seemed to be lost for something to talk about and i could see her interest dissapear...or so ithought.I cant really plow at partys of my friends cause its too awkward if she doesnt like you.
everyone shoudl like me though really!!
too smaller a party for that.

ok went to ivy bar with the big show...fukn bullshit place!!! should have taken a camera!! i need to go back there...such a fukn perfect setting for my game cause u can hear each other speak and the girls are hot and noone there is fun!!! everyones too scared to be out of the norm...fukn amazing!!!. I opened basically every girl i saw with your veryu cute i have to say hello. started thumb wrestling one girl while her friends went and danced...they kept waiting for her but she was loving our thumb wrestkle too much soo they eventually had to come over and meet me...then they dragged her away basically...suddenly i had sets going everywhere and was absaloutley on fire...i was locked in at the bar with a two set drooling off my every word and was pulling out ltitttle sister calls and bodyguard calls and getting hugs all iover the place...dunno how it diminished??? geno was kooking it all the time...mainly because of his chick...brazzilians love me by the way...i need to hit mroe of them up. anyway i had girls eyeing me off everywhere iw ent like i wa the fukn man and i cld feel the nimbus coming on...then im not sure how it dissapated??? geno got kicked out and it kidna through me off being solo for a min i think...i cant seem to push my sets past the attraction kinda stage...after 1-2 mins they just barr me and walk off. i think i need to take more control and move them to a sitdown or another area where we can chat or something...i got told i wa cheeky which i loved...so did she! or i seem to keep everyone in convos and soo they kinda fade off but i can see them looking at me still and i dont go and reinitiate??? why the fuk not...i wait there thinking they are gonna do...iv got be a dominant man that takes what he wants!!! its hard to find that middle ground between taking what u want and coming off as trying to get their attention cause u want them type of thing...i went up to the other seco and it was fukn big and pumping...talked to lots of girls, same story where i get attratcion but cant keep it going...im fun for a bit but then they dont see me as any more than that...little bit of dancing monkey syndrome??? i hit up the 9 with i thought u were really cute...i hesitated before i went though and i think even though she didnt see it was in her ras so some type of instict would have picked up on it...still i cld tell she was impressed but didnt want to know about me...i think it was just standard 9 reaction of barring everyone cause they are obviously chode...i havent hit up 9's very much on cold approach. i had nothing good to say..i tried to coax her into asking me where i was from so i cld say "yeh im single" etc... wld have made progress if i could have but she's too socially connected to give a fuk about where im from.so i asked her where she was from and sounded like a chode.she just blew me off and gave her bodyguard chode the little nod as thoyugh he was nearly in there...tough days for him.big fukn dude but...he was intimidating but didnt say a fukn word the whole time i talked to her...i saw her glance at me afterwards when i walked off so i guess i made an impression..if my energy had been better and just started teasing and having fun it may have gone better..it felt like i just need that little hook so i cld get the chance to start teasing etc how do u get that hook with really hot girls??? you have barely a second to make that impression...prolly a spin off the handshake is the best...not sure?? i need soemthing better though to hook girls in. fuk i love pickup!!!! iw anna get back out there topnmight fuikkk!!! ended up with me lurking around drunk talking to average chicks then moving onto better sets and geting blown out by dudes and shit...random chicks come up out of nowhere at the end and dances with me for a min then i get her number with" im having a party next weekend , u shld come" she gives it to me then i get a little kiss...i go for another kiss but she barrs me? friend may have been watching..friend was hotter but cldnt quite get there. can have so much fun in that club!!anyway then i try to fold to get the key to my house off lenny cause i lock myself out and i walk around all fukn night fukn annoyed...shld of stayed in the club...i was pretty burnt out by then but anyway...my energy wasnt calibrating anymore...felt like i was just getting blown out all the time...dunno where that little chick out of nowhere came from...soo drunk by then too...tooo drunk, i was staggering a bit and shit...need to go out straight.was tired aswell. till next time...